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 in response to jacqulinej...   Thank you for your honesty, and I hope that things get better for you, relationally, and financially. I have many times wanted to be a hermit, also, but now that I've lived in the city, I could never live too far away. ~Blessings 2 U

 in response to Bill Chesh43...   i am sorry abuse makes me physically ill and mentally incapcitated. you said you helped someone online and took you for some money. i did the same and did it for the family i joined but got taken advantage of. so it was just advice for you that if people want something from you this is a way i came up with so i dont get taken advantage of anymore. being 61 and been abused for 51 yrs i just cant take it anymore. i thought i could not get conned again at this age but i was wrong. instead of a body guard like steven segal i think i need a good profiler to talk to ppl before i even become friendly. sorry for the misunderstanding i so hope you get the help you need. their are pell grants but if you haven't paid a student load you dont get them either so with all my experiences i really understand what you are going thru in your mind. it is not easy that is for sure and ppl who have not have had such expereinces they have no clue. good luck. i dont even believe in god anymore cuz of the last 2 yrs of being in this so called godly family.

 in response to Bill Chesh43...   i am sorry abuse makes me physically ill and mentally incapcitated. you said you helped someone online and took you for some money. i did the same and did it for the family i joined but got taken advantage of. so it was just advice for you that if people want something from you this is a way i came up with so i dont get taken advantage of anymore. being 61 and been abused for 51 yrs i just cant take it anymore. i thought i could not get conned again at this age but i was wrong. instead of a body guard like steven segal i think i need a good profiler to talk to ppl before i even become friendly. sorry for the misunderstanding i so hope you get the help you need. their are pell grants but if you haven't paid a student load you dont get them either so with all my experiences i really understand what you are going thru in your mind. it is not easy that is for sure and ppl who have not have had such expereinces they have no clue. good luck. i dont even believe in god anymore cuz of the last 2 yrs of being in this so called godly family.

 in response to jacqulinej...   I am very sorry about what has happened to you...I have a very compassionate heart, and a listening ear. Just don't tell that to my fiance (LOL :o) ... You said something very interesting in your initial response to my 'plea': '...what are you going to do for me, first'?...Hmm...Well... I can't send money, cuz I don't have it to send... All I have is tied up in current bills (rent, child support, IRS payments, electricity, and final 6 payments on computer-rental)... Please clarify what you want me to do for you...I don't want to misunderstand you... ~Blessings, Bill

i am about the same boat but abuse actually makes me physicaly ill and mentally capcitated. yes i got taken advantange of so this is what i do now. you want something from me what are you going to do for me first. this way i wont get taken advantage of again which has pissed off my husband who calls it poly but he dont treat is wives like the poly families i have read about. so at 61 if i can i am selling off everything i have and getting out of this country for i had no opinioin about 911 until i watched nearly all the videos and others. why is it the good people who are loving, kind, compassionate etc. get shit from the assholes. well i am becoming a hermit again but sadly this time i have emotions. numb was better. i dont even believe there is a man upstairs anymore. so now its about me what do i have to do to survive?